My introduction

I couldn't sleep last night,and I've been listening to "Revelation".Dune's songs always encourage me.
Why I hate my life now
1:My high school is terrible place, full of monkeys.My friends are the only normal people there.Haha
2:My family is broken,well, I'd rather say "be about to be broken".
3:I hate my hometown.I wanna move to NYC,my dream place.
4:Recently, I'm really confusing and wondering about my future.I knew what I really wanted to do,but now,I'm not sure.Maybe I just want to leave here and start something new. But I can't feed myself by leaving here.
5:I'm fat. I need to decrease my weight immediatly.
6:I'll never ever get a boy friend.Boys think of me as a boy, but I'm not.

These stupid reasons make me think I hate my life.

Anyway in Japan,it's 4:44 am now.I'm sleepy, but I don't wanna sleep.
I want to write my favorite brands.

1:Alexander Wang
2:Vivienne Westwood
3:John Galliano
4:Thakoon
5Betsy johnson

and so on.